永别了小青

Monday, 22 November 2010
再见了~ 小青

跟了我们10年的 小青,在昨天, 还没来得及看他最后一面的情况下。
离开了我们

从我很小的时候,他就一直陪伴我们
带我们去兜风,去我们想去的地方

从我会开车以来,他也对我不离不弃
可是, 在我们成长的同时,
他也渐渐变老了

在去年的某一天,
他受了重伤,躺在医院整整半年

然后,家里来了小白
暂时的代替他

如今,
因为弟弟不会用他
所以不得不把它给送走

准备替代它


我们会想你的~
小青

希望你会好好的

突然——感触

Sunday, 21 November 2010
如何让家人对我改观,
有时好累
明明已经做得很好了, 却还是达不到要求
我
真的这么不好吗?

教教我
如何当个好儿子
如何讨你们开心

真的希望你们能对我刮目相看~

damn inti college!

Thursday, 28 October 2010
its two months from my withdraw, and there are still no news from the stupid college,
and im kinda pissed off.
hey inti sucks college,
do u know that,
when u collect money from us, u mus make sure us pay within the first week

but, when we wan our money back,
u keep us waiting!
wait wait wait

u used to said 3 weeks times and i go and ask at the 8th weeks time!
what answer u giv me?

wait until friday

then friday i called, u said wait monday

then the 9th weeks,
i called!
u keep me on the phone like a silly guy for 15 minutes!

and then ask me wait for ur call.

i wait for 2 day again
the third day,
i call again, and u hav me waiting for 20 minutes!

omg, u re fucker!
wats wrong with you!?

u don wanna return my money isit?
im tired of waiting!
i hope u go bankrup very soon!

fuck u!

life is boring expecially when work

working its like sitting at a new place with a group or gang of people who u dono. besides that, u re limited for some action which i need the most.--suft net.

i hate when all ur activities is monitored by ppl. its feels like u re watching me bath~

especially when u re newcomer. everything is new to you. i hate being new, ppl look down at u.
some of them feels like the monkey in the cage, and im working together with them in the cage, the monkeys look at new comers as human.which gav me very weird feeling. and i hate it very much.



im working as a programmer for 1 months. but most of the time, i don have much thing to do.
the role im playin here is jus to maintain the program. solve bug and sit there.

as im sitting at HR department which is very weird. they re too noisy when i need focus. the song they play here is killing me.
everyday repeat the same thing. and i hate it.

can i hav some work load that can giv me more knowledge and experience?
i hate sitting there and nothing to do.

is this the life of a programmer?

aiz...

Terrible Morning

Tuesday, 26 October 2010
Baby angry at me today.
Again, because of sum words i said.

feel very tired, cause I really don understand, by just saying those "Sensitive word", my day mood is ruined..

haix.
why cant we make the conversation in a calm way,
i hate argueing on stupid thing that doesnt realli need to argue for.

hope that tis thin can be improve.

Today i had my breakfast at M2, ordered WANTAN MEE at RM3.50 and TCP at RM1.40

a good thing happen where i pay RM 5 for the drinks and i get RM 7.40 back.

wow.. good things happens to.

hehe

besides that, i also signed on the agreement where i will never disclose company info to outsider.

I HAVE A VERY SENSITIVE POSITION..
muahaha, thats sounds good. FEEL GOOD Too~

stuck

Monday, 25 October 2010
i always stuck when met a problem that i cannot solve.
in programming, everythings deals with logic
but the computer logic is very different from human logic
when u think a solution that way,
and solve the bug the way u wanted.
u may found out that, u cant be solving the bug tat easily.

computer doesnt regconiz ur logic,
so the result is


aiz.
when i ask for help
the helper jus dissapear
i dono why...

mayb he din wanna help me

hope i get strong fast!

how i look at u- H&L

Sunday, 24 October 2010
its almost one month since i've work in H&L as ICT junior Programmer Trainee which no trainin is given to me, where i hav to work almost 80% of the thing myself

H&L is a company Stand for 52 years.
and having 10 outlets at around Kuching area and nearby town such as SEMARIANG and SERIAN

what i can say about you?
before i work here,
H&L is a supermarket that is a lot LAOYA then Everise in term of supermarket

the outlet is kinda small, look very old and crowded with tonz of products. hard to walk pass

besides that, the worker seems zzz, which is very impolite.
wonder why they always looks like zombie and sumsay like JUSTICe BAO QINGTIAN

hoho

AFTER I HAVE WORK IN H&L

the quality of H&L seems to be upgraded as the tabuan jaya outlet shows the huge changes,

they were huge and fill with alot of activities

in term of TECh, they are much more stronger than other supermarket such as
EVERISE, NGIUKEE, and etc

the others is using old system that is alreadi antique
omg

why wont they upgrade??

but, H&L will hav to do sum other changes so that the standard will be rize as the look at the old outlet make me wanna think twice be4 walk in into that shop.

Gambatte